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Monday, August 2, 2010

Whiskas.

God, i dont even know how they do it.
i just got back in college a few minutes ago, baru. baru sangat. and i already miss mama ngan abah. like really2 miss them that i just cried uncontrollably in front of my housemate. this is stupid. i can never be seperated from them without shedding any tears. even when i was a little kid, i will always cry no matter how much fun i had before that. xkisah la, dari kursus netball ke, duduk kampung seminggu ke apa. sampai ke matrik, sampai ke sini. seronok macam nak gila camne pun, last2 mesty nangis sbb rindu mama ngan abah. every single time. lagi2 time baru lepas jumpa, lepas lambai2 semua tu. lepas keta abah dah hilang dr pandangan, bile dah duduk sorang2, confirm, sumpah, janji, ikrar taat setia, ikrar pengakap ke apa, mesti, sedih. kalau melarat, confirm nangis. and sadly, no one cares. cause obviously, or maybe, theyre just not like me. i dont care. honestly, i dont care that im like this. but in a time like this, i just wish theres someone to hug and tell me comforting little words. or just a hug would be very enough actually. tapi macam biasa, dunia penuh dengan orang2 ignorant. sebab semua tak nak buat apa2, sebab dorang fikir, bila kita buat baik dekat orang, orang tu bukan buat baik kat kite balik pun. ye, memang semua mementingkan diri sendiri. dan dunia memang penuh dengan orang macam ni. sebab tu manusia tak boleh dipercayai dan takkan langsung boleh diharapkan 100%. sebab tu jugak kadang2 binatang pun lagi mulia, and lagi berhak dapat sedekah makanan whiskas, dari manusia yang tak tau berterima kasih and menghargai orang lain.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

sabarlah... u miss them so much rite,
yet u still can meet them..

tp bg org yg dh hilang mak, ayah or dua2??
sudah lama dorg rindu parents dorg yg dh pegi..

nway, like read ur blog. suke style awk...^^
jumpe secara x sengaja pon..

tk care, jd kuat smangat...& klu nk menangis pon menangis je...^^

skinnyjeens said...

tah la. smlm nangis pun sbb rasa xsedap ati skali. pastu cm terpk bkn2. tp sb bek la xde pape pun. :))
ooh. hmm tulah. kesian dorg yg xde parents dah. cmne la dorg bleh tabah cmtu skali. klau sy kne, mmg xready, xkn ready kot smpai ble2. da la xde sape da. klau de kakak ke abg xpe lg, ade org utk share kan. xpe lah. doa je la yg mampu.

hee, igtkn xde org bace. lgpun mrepek je sorg2 ni. sndri tulis sndri bace balik kdg2, xde keje. ;DD

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