Bebies.

Babies. I love babiesssss. kawai kawaiiii.

Yesterday i went to a cukur jambul ceremony, aqiqah for alongs first child, Ahmad Danish Shah. I kinda came a lil bit late, most of the guests already left, but some relatives are still there. I came with my friend from school, Ned. We both wore a kebaya haha, malas nak berkurung. Say hi to the relatives, borak2 dgn Zqa. Jumpa nenek yg jage saye mase kecik2 dulu, oh bagusnya nenek panjang umur. Mintak2 sampai saye sempat kawen. Bile da settle makan (nasi beriyani and byk lauk kambing, oh sedap) Dapatla pegang baby, oooh comel. Cuak2 je nk pgg. Tapi besh! Sronok btol bila cousin2 yg da kawen da ade baby. Dulu Kak Dila, now Along plak. Heee, by the time i got married, mesty dah banyak gilaaaaaaaaa anak sedara. Beshnya!

Oh, lupe nak mention. The ceremony was held in a building in front of Klcc. Bangunan Lembaga Getah Asli, since Ibu (alongs mother) works there, i guess it would be better la buat situ sebab ramai guests kan. So what else, to the mall! Yaeeeyyy. We brought some clothes from home to change into, segan plak nk berkebaya di mall. Hari raya lambat lagi :)) Oh cakap psl raya, rindunya raya. Oh xsabanya. Tapi next weekend balik kampong, yay! Lame da xbalik.
At klcc, we walked around the boutiques in the Gold Course level. oh cantik cantik. I like this one shoes from MiuMiu, cantik ok. Comfy nak mati. But it is 2k, so xpelaa.

Saje2 masuk kedai mahal cm Gucci tu, nak merasa. :) Pergi merayau tempat2 lain jugak and while doing that mestila shopping sikit2. I didnt bought much, just a flowery english-like top from Dorothy Perkins, a pillow cover from Khazanah, a hippi sandal from Nose and an earphone for my iTouch from Machines. Dulu punya sudah putus digigit Iskandar/Isabell (tatau la dalangnya mana satu). So kena beli lagi sekali. Sungguh membazir, tapi mcm xbest klau earphone laen. Die mcm xsuitable kot, bunyinye jadi xbest.

Anyway, we watched Killers, a new movie starring A.Kutcher and K.Heigl. Man, AK face is so perfect. How can a guy be such a good looking, too good to be real. Lucky Demi. and and Katherin Heigl itu comel! After that, around 9pm, mama abah amek saye, had dinner di mamak near Neds house.
This morning, woke up early. Met rempal and groupmates. Had breakfast with afiq di JMBariani. Settle my work while eating. And pergi kedai runcit, tunggu mama balik for lunch sbb terlupa bawak kunci. Masuk2 rumah je terus terbongkang kat sofa. Ah penat gila. Bangun zohor pun mcm mayat hidup, then baru online. Penat2. Esok pula maybe ke bb, shopping sama boyfie pula. Dan kena pulangkan mouse yang rosak. Tatau le kenapa tiba2 xleh gune. Sangat membazir kalau xleh guna n xleh refund. oh Bodoh sungguh low yatt. kalau nk tau, lowyatt la tmpt paling xle pecaye nk beli pape. laptop klau beli sane, most of it akan rosak, sbb dgr cte dorg tuka bende dlm lptop tu. Haih. Sengaaall, baek beli baju!

Haih.

semoga sekuat mana pun godaan dunia ke arah yang salah, saye tetap punyai prinsip sendiri. diberi panduan dan hidayah untuk buat keputusan yang betul setiap masa diuji, diberi keyakinan atas setiap perkara benar yang saye tegakkan, diberi kesabaran diatas setiap cacian dan teguran, diberi kelembutan hati untuk berubah pabila ditegur. dan sentiasa berani mengingatkan diri sendiri dan orang lain bahawa suruhan Allah mesti diikuti, dunia hanya sementara, akhirat selamanya, dan ajal itu boleh sampai bila2 masa. semoga saye tetap cuba berjihad, walau berat mana ujian. semoge niat nak kearah kebaikan tetap ada sehingga nafas terakhir. semoge hilang riak dalam diri dan sentiasa sedar yang saye tidaklah sebagus mana. semoge saye tetap membandingkan diri dengan orang2 beriman daripada membandingkan diri dengan orang kafir. supaya niat nak improve tu sentiasa ada.

dan semoge saye berjaya menjadi wanita solehah supaya saye boleh mengubah orang lain juga, mengubah nama Islam.

semoga Allah sentiasa beri saye hidayah dan lembutkan hati saye untuk ikut hidayah tu.  semoge Allah tak give up kat saye, saye tak nak sesat.

-sebenarnya kecewa, sebab hari ini seorang makcik berkata pada saye tryla buka tudung, lagi vogue. katanya saya masih muda, dah tua nanti baru la pakai tudung. sedangkan dia bertudung. kenapa macam tu sekali orang Islam zaman ni? apa motif die bertudung jika dia menyuruh orang lain membuka auratnya?

Ned out.

when my world is falling apart, and when theres no light to break up the dark. i look at you.
i love the lyrics.




this is dedicated to the ones who always help me when im down. especially mom and dad.
afiq, and friends.

today i woke up late, cause i slept after subuh yesterday. went to alamanda with ned. very not in the mood for shopping, cause most of the shops are not interesting at all. but i do love Aldo though, the shoes are all pretty. bought a small rack for my shoes, a soap and a lip balm from body shop (yah i know, 3rd time this month. theyre just so tempting with all those SALE SALE SALE posters). and finally had a complete dinner at Bayou, this is my second time dining there. Had appetizer of korean tofu, main meal is nasi and ayam masak lemak cili padi and lastly the dessert is caramel pudding). sedap dan mengenyangkan, syukran ya Rab.

ps: the waiters are nice, very polite and always smiling.