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Blog baru for 2011;

http://izzatiizhar.blogspot.com/

 

Uhh. Lame2 boring plak follow blog2 org yang kononnya tau fashion and asyik tangkap gamba dengan muke yang same. Aduh. Aku harus follow blog yang lebih berkualiti and kelakar. Tapi tatau nak follow sape. Stakat ni ade sikit2 je yang best. Laen sume mcm membosankan je.

Money can buy happiness.

Last Thursday I was so worried because I have my Mock Exam on Friday. Unlucky me, its the same week with my chaotic-hormone season, so everything can easily make me emosional and upset. Even by looking at a cat begging me food makes me sad and upset. I even cried when I told Afiq about this one video where someone cut off a cat's hand because it stole a fish. Gosh. So I was really sad, and cried for no specific reason. Afiq just stayed by my side and listen to my sobbing tears. (Well he didnt mind, of course. This is better than those other months where my mood swings could make me scream and scold him like a mad woman) Hehe. 
Oh dia dah biase dah. Die anggap sebulan sekali, kalau aku nk dekat menses tu kire macam monthly test utk die. Kalau die xkne marah, mksudnye die pass. Kalau kne bising2 maksudnye die fail utk bulan tu. Haha sengal.

Anyway. Keesokannya, I woke up pretty late eventhough I slept early the night before. Malam tu study sakai2 je. Memang dah xde mood nak study, macam dah too late nak study gila2. Rase nak redah je. Serious risau cam nak gila, sebab xpenah Mock Exam lagi (Jangan tanye ar kenapa time Surgical Posting aku xde Mock Exam. Penat dah aku cite.)
TAPI. 
Pagi tu MIDIL yg baek hati lagi bagus punye kwn, msg aku yg JPA dah masuk. Tapi die xconfirm. Hoh. Time tu terkejut, tapi aku sambung tido balik. Setgh jam pastu, aku siap2 nak pegi exam. Time jalan2 pegi kafe atas, ade mesin ATM, aku pun cube la nak cek, semangat cucuk kad Bank Islam. Pastu siap bace mantera lagi. Eh xde la, bace doa la. Tengok2 kaaann, TENG! Dari nam belas hengget jadi beriban! WEWWOOOOO! Terus muke busuk jadi wangi mcm bunga ros, aku rase bunga ros pun kalah. Time tu aku mate dah mcm ni KACHING KACHING!! $$$$$$$
Terus tak heran psl exam. Dari risau mcm nak rak, terus ckp, fail pun tak kisah hahahahwmahwmahwhahaha. Muke time tu cam badut. HAHA. Suke gile aku ckp. Afiq pun pelik tgk muke aku senyum mcm Joker cite Batman. Haa orang stroke mesty jealous tgk aku bleh sengih selebar2nya. Kan aku dah cakap. Money can buy happiness. Happy gila aku tak terkira.


Kalau nak tau exam aku cmne, aku lucky skit. Sebab Dr Joseph bagi clerk any case than I want. At first, aku nak clerk Pleural Effusion pnye case, but then Kai Choon curik mamat tu. So, I clerked the Pneumothorax instead. Bila dah habis clerk tu, saje tanye2 orang, boleh tak Long Case psl Pneumothorax. Most people said its fine, tak pe. Tapi ade two seniors yang kat Ward 7c tu cakap, Pneumothorax xbleh guna utk Long Case. Perh. Rase risau macam tahi balik. Kuaja la. Nyesal aku tanye. Trus ilang konpiden skit. Pastu dorang tanye sape examiner aku, aku ckp la Joseph. Pastu dorang kate Oh takpe la, Joseph baik. Haa, happy sikit aku. Mase tu 3 orang je dari group aku kne exam. Aku, Kai Choon ngan Prema. Dorang brebut oh nak exam dlu! Kesian aku jadi org last. Korg tau je la, kalau exam jadi org last mmg sengsara mcm taik xnk keluar. Risau sampai xsenang duduk. Colicky pain gila. Then bile sampai turn aku, time tu dah petang daaaa. Tension aku! Baru ingat nak abes exam awal sbb nk pegi shopping! Tapi takpe. Exam aku best. Long case aku Pneumothorax, Short Case pun kena buat kat abang Pneumothorax tu jugak. Blehh, cun je aku bwat. Alhamdulillah. Tapi ade la jugak terkebil2 nak jawab soalan bengong2 yg diutarakan. Hmm. Naseb baek dr baek, kalau tak mesti aku dah terkencit kne marah kutuk dihumban ditengking. 

Antara soalan2 yg ditanye ialah,
Causes of pneumothorax
Risk factors of pneumothorax
Investigations of pneumothorax
Diagnosis of pneumothorax
Bedside diagnosis of pneumothorax
Raise JVP with sudden chest pain, what disease?
How does pulmonary embolism cause raise in JVP
Signs of Marfan's Syndrome
and lots of other questions which I cant remember. 


Pastu siap kne short case utk examine whether patient tu ade Marfan Syndrome x. Kirenye aku kne 2 short case ar time tu! Perh, licik betul joseph ni. Seb bek aku tau skit2 sbb before exam tu senior yg lalu ward tu ade cite2 skit psl Marfan. Rezeki gila ar. Memang syukur sangat2. Time kaseh Allah! Nanti sy slalu bwat baek :))))) Ceh hehe. Hee.

Pastu balik dr hospital tu ape lagi, bersiap ar! Dengan xmandinye, aku terus angkut Afiq. (tak, Afiq angkut aku sbenarnye, lesen P aku dah lama berhabuk, klau aku drive accident nnt) Kami pegi Alamanda jeee. Time tu da nak maghrib dah, so kalau pegi jauh2 rugi je. Aku memang dah pack barang nak balik rumah weekend tu. So lepas jalan2 tengok cte Tron Legacy, aku pun blik umah! Itu saje. Tapi cte Tron memang best gila wa cakap luuu. Sila tengok. Sebab tatau nak describe mcm mane. Cume benda yg aku sangat2 nak comment psl movie tu ialah, korang prasan tak cte tu mcm ade persamaan ngn bible? Takpelah. Mungkin aku terlebih fikir sgt kot. Aku mmg suke kritik movie, ade je aku nk komen. Tapi mmg serupe gile aaaa. Takpelah, graphic die tetap marvelous! Rugi xtengok 3D. Kalau tengok 3D mesty mata aku berair.

 

Nia Nar

Hahaha. Gosh, this is so funny I had to post this in tumblr, AND here. Watched Narnia, was owwwseemm. Except itll be more super ohsem if i watched it in 3D. Even with the normal 2D, the graphic was to die for. Bila malaysian movies boleh jadi camtu. Another 5 years bleh x? Haih.

Ate at noodle station, then sempat masuk 1 kedai je and bought something.

Clinical life. Saw another seizure from the same patient I saw at the first time, the day after he was admitted to the ICU again. Kesian. Berulang2 kali masuk.
Met my first HIV patient in the ward. Checked everything a HIV patient could present with (mcm orl candidiasis, rashes etc..)

I finished my last case write up yesterday (buat sampai 5 pagi lebih, sangat penat but very satisfied since I put many efforts into the discussion, it was all my sentences, and no plagiarism at all, changed the words into mine) Case presentation mmg dah lame settle nearly a month ago, now tinggal nak focus for the upcoming Mock Exam je, which thankfully I got the ohsem examiner I wished for. Hope I wont let him down, and need to prepare on the real exams too. Eventhough the most important thing on my mind right now was waiting for the scholar money, spend like a drunk mad woman, but I dont know if I would have the mood to go out if exams are nearing like roket Apollo.

Im not going home for the weekend, poo. Sokay, sacrifices for exam before the spending spree.
I keep on thinking beach and beach and beach je sejak akhir2 ni. Note to self: need to recruit holiday partners.

Maen maen

1) adakah anda rasa HOT?

Tak. Cantik ade la woahaha. (tahan muntah tu, sape suh bace)


2) Upload wallpaper PC/laptop yang anda gunakan sekarang..?

Gambar Zac Efrooooonnn! Nak letak gambar Jared Leto sebenarnye, tp sebab dia bodo pegi letak triangle sign (mcm melambangkan david star dlm video hurricane die) terus xjadi letak wallpaper die. Takpe, Zec Efron lagi hot.

3) Cerita pasal gambar nih...

Weh. Hot kot?

4) Kali terakhir makan PIZZA...?

Ish, tak ingat pulak. Banyak sangat minum air semut, malas nak buat air lain.


5) Lagu terakhir anda dengar...?

Pagi tadi, lagu Make Me Wanna Die, dari Pretty Reckless. eh tak. Petang tadi diba ade bukak lagu Grenade, so ha. Grenade, dari Bruno Mars.


6) Apa anda buat selain selesaikan tag nih...?

Bukak fesbuk, dengan korek idung. Hee takdela.


7) Selain nama sendiri anda dipanggil nama apa...?

Nama aku senang je, its either Izzati or Zati. Tapi ade jgak org penah panggil Zack (zaman dulu2 ade fake family kt skola, aku jadi anak laki sape tah) Zetty ade jgak. Nur, Prof Rampal yg reka. Melati pun ada, budak2 MTB memandai panggil camtu. oh pastu name gelaran org bercinta ar, tu tuka2. :)


8) Tag lagi 5 orang sape yer nak tag...?

1. PIPAH! org yg tag aku benda ni.


2. Mira Adila anak Mazlan (eh betul ke Mazlan? kalau salah sorrrii hahaha)

3. Zerra! aku tau ko bace. sila buat kalau da xde keje laen

4. Farah Pink! haha.

5. Ween!


9) Siapa orang no 1 pada anda..?

Dia budak kuat tido, kuat makan, kuat ape lagi? sangat baek, friendly, comel and petite je orgnye. Free thinking and sgt sng berkwn. Paling penting, die ni Kdg2 berani xtentu psl. Kdg2 pun mcm buang tebiat nak naek moto la ape la. Seorang yang unpredictable la sng cte.


10) Katakan sesuatu pada orang no 5...?

Weeen. Aku akan ckp yg aku tringin nk hangout ngn die one day nnt. Sebab since TM Scholar Program tu, xpenah nmpk die da until la terjumpe kt blog die. aaannndd, nak die ajar jahit! Sebab die pandai jahit kain, baju comel2.


11) No 3 ada hubungan dengan sape...?

Ngan boyfriend tersayang die la. Name mcm putra something. Penah jumpe bf die skali je time Paramore tu. Hehehe. Blog die asek berjiwang je. :PP haha.

12) Bagaimana pulak dengan no 2....?
Dia ni. susah nak cakap. LAGI unpredictable pnye org. Die suke pink, suke pakai skirt, suke ikat rambut tocang2, suke maen Barbie Doll hahahahah xde ar, sume terbalik dr ape yg aku cite. yang penting, slalu xpakai *********. tak mungkin korg dpt teka. Kami je tau haha. Adek laki fake aku. Tempat menanges klau ade pape tak best :)) and member utk buat jenayah terlarang.


13) Kata-kata cinta dengan orang no 4...?
Kena cakap kata cinta ke? Termuntah farah kang. haha.


14) Berikan 5 fakta yang anda tahu pasal orang yang tag anda...?

Orangnye same mcm nombor satu. Tatau nak crite ape dah. Tiap kali g umah die mesty tgh membongkang. Pastu die stay kt plurk sebab ehem. Tatau hahaha. Die ni mcm ade mood swings skit, kejap happy kejap sedih. Aneh. Suke bagi hadiah kt orang, manjaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! islamic part of her pun bagus, more like better than me la. So mmg ciri2 isteri solehah, siapa nak, meh interview aku dlu.

Bila nak study je

Aku tatau apsal aku xleh focus study langsung ni. Padahal Proffesional Exam II lagi 1 bulan lebih je. Aku jenis xboleh dipakse study, mood tu kena datang sendiri. Kalau xde mood, memang macam2 la alasan aku bagi kt diri sndri. Contohnye

• Oh ade lagu best. kena download, pastu bila da download, melalak xbrenti.
• Bile ade movie best, weh kena tgk wehh. nanti tgk lambat2 xbest la. pastu mule ar kluar Alamanda paling cikai, xpun Mines. Kalau semangat lebih skit, pegi la Sunway ke KLCC ke, klau tak pun WAJIBBBB tgk kt free streaming website tu. Pastu bile browse2 movie tu, mule la aku duk nampak cte laen, pastu layan Youtube plak, tgk trailer movie best2.
• Pastu jumpe trailer best plak, post kt Facebook. Bile bukak facebook, melayan member. Takpun maen Mall World yg bapak best tu. Bile layan Mall World, mmg xleh stop beli2 ar. Walaupun imaginative shopping, aku happy mcm nak gila. Bole tak? Ha, so benda2 ni da ambek lebih kurang 4 jam ar jgak.
• Ari selasa plak aku mesty ade excuse utk xstudy, sbb nk tgk Gossip Girl. memang addicted tahap gabai. kalau termiss satu episode boleh nangis oh. serious. so ni mmg xleh digantikan dgn study
• Lagi satu plak aku da kipastahapmati kt cte Hellcats. Tu lagi la, laen hari die keluar kt internet. So ari Khamis/Jumaat plak aku gadaikan utk tgk cte.
• Hari Isnin smangat la nk pegi hospital, tp sampai sana buat biase2 je short case. Pastu balik  "ala nak rest ar, tadi da pegi hospital satu hari". Burn dah hari Senin. (tiap2 Isnin ar cmtu)
• Pastu bile nk study plak, aku sbenarnye xnk study tau. Tapi sbb aku nk sedapkan ati, aku lepak2 buat Puzzles for Medical Student. Bile buat dgn otak kosong (xblaja nye psl), rasa nak bakar gak buku tu. Sikit2 buat, aku skip page laen, buat lagi, skip lagi. Rase nak tembak je org seblah. Naseb baek xde sape2 kt seblah time tu.
• Aku ni plak jenis xbangun pagi, bile nak stadi tu, baru stadi 2jam, dah nak masuk Asar dah pun. Pastu malam "aku da stadi da siang tadi, malam nak relax la". Perh! Setiap hari ar mcm tu sng cite. 

• Ni blum cte lagi psl Tumblr ngan we♥it. Ni blogspot ni pun same ar jgak setan2 distractions! 
• Rindu oh shopping. Tapi xtenang nak shopping bile ade exam :(

• Bila aku nak start study betol2 niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii! Mashallah >_>

Sunathon and 2Years

Hm lamanye aku tinggalkan blog. Kesian plak blog ni dianak tirikan. Makin lama makin terfocus kt tumblr sgt. Sebab semua gamba je kan. Senang gila nk post. Tapi ape2 pun blog ttp best sbb bole merepek panjang2. :P

Banyak sgt benda jadi for the last few weeks. Macam, kursus berkhatan yg coursemates aku plan. Benda tu kat CUCMS, ktorg blaja theory and also practical. Kitorg kne blaja camne nak put IM and subcutaneous anesthetics. Susah oh sebab dorang suruh ktorg buat cepat2 dlm 1minit kalau nak pass exam, kelam kabut aku, naseb baek xtercucuk jari sndri, xpsl2 kang berlobang tangan. Pastu camne nk potong prepuce (tp ktorg train gune getah ape tah, kononnya getah tu kulit penis la) and camne nak suture skin and fake penis. Benda tu smpai satu hari, budak2 cybermed pun best2 sbb sgt friendly and helpful. Makanan pun dorg sediakan wlaupun aku rase ayam xcukup, nk amek lagi, da abes pulak. Time tu first time pegi cybermed, so awal2 pagi tu aku ngn membe duk mrayau2 je tmpt tu. Cantik ar faculty dorg, jeles okay. Library mcm cafe, aku rs klau stadi sane, ari2 aku lepak membuta kt library die. Tapi, kt library sndri pn aku slalu membuta, same je sbenarnye heh. Ape2 pun, sgt memenatkan la, balik tu plak afiq sesat plak bile drive, hangen btol haha. Lepas je balik dr tmpt tu, ktorg dpt email utk grade2 ktorg. Siol je aku dpt B, ni sume sbb tertanggal satu suture sbb sorg bdak ni cabut kwat gila. aduhai. Takpe, aku still layak utk bwat. Benda kursus ni utk layakkan ktorg utk buat real surgery nnt.

Tibe lah harinye, on the 27th November pulak. Ktorg anjurkan Sunathon, or program amal kasih kt rumah amal kasih, chow kit tu. Sangat best sebab everything worked out well. Ade 22 budak yg kena sunat, ade 2 doctor dtg potong gne cautery and ktorg dpt suture. YEAH! I got to suture a real penis, which really really made me happy! and bkn tu je, rupe2nye program ktorg smpai msk news, tv9. tv3 dtg jgak. Really happy and glad that it was a success. insyallah dorg plan nk bwat kt Sabah pulak. Yes! i hope so badly that it will happen. dgr cte next year bln 6. :) Seriously, sgt best dpt tgk majlis khatan beramai2, dpt jahitkan skali. hehe. Aku xsaba gle nk g sabah lg, mntak2 dpt pg lame, bersunat sunatan smbil jln2 holiday. yippi! Last time aku pg sabah mmg xpwas ar, sbb besar gle kot. Banyak tmpt xsempat tgk.

Then, ape lagi. Ha ni best. Our 2nd year anniversary pun ade gak celebrate baru2 ni. Mase 28 and 29th Nov ari tu. sambut 2 hari sbb first day mkn biase n lepak je, second night baru best. Sebab he planned a dinner at the Lookout point Ampang (die plan and book senyap2, die tu ske bwat senyap2 >_>, bukan nk plan same2, bajet suprise la haha. tp mmg suprise pn). Tempat tu ade 3 restaurants taw, tapi we had dinner at the Haven. Order romantic set dinner, kenyang! Complete set with the appetizers (soups and prawn tempura), drinks (orange juice), main meals (mine:lamb chop and his: grilled salmon), and a dessert of banana and icecreams. It was raining a bit, so xclear sgt Klcc, poo. takpela, later im thinking of eating there again. Sedap and cheap. Plus, its halal! Sebab owner die muslim. Bagus kan? :)) Nak makan pun lek je ble da tau halal.

Rasenye tu je main points. Other than that just kluar tgk movie mcm biase. rapunzel, Harry potter and others i couldnt remember. MAHA pn aku pg 2 kali, first time sbb nk shopping skit :P and second day to pegi utk tgk binate semata2 and jalan2. Tu je kot. Now, yg xbestnya, kemalasan utk study makin teruk and teruk ar. Exam lagi 1 month away, tapi byk gila xcover lagi. Hmm.

I need to study like seriously. Tapi aku xleh xbukak laptop, aghh. Distractions kaw kaw pnye. Narnia da la xtgk lagi haha. Cis. Ape2 pun malam ni aku nk layan cte Easy A.

Taik Idong.

Mood nk study xdatang2. Die lambat sket minggu ni. Naek beca kot.

Haters.

Emo oh. Hari ni Gossip Girl takde. Pastu jumpa page facebook bodo mane tah cakap Allah tu criminal. Uih. Rase nak bagi ceramah 7 hari 7 malam je kt creator page tu. Kalau tak terima hidayah gak, bagi pelempang je sampai coma. Sedap sikit.

Kalau ye pun tak nak masuk Islam, fine ar. Tak kisah. Tapi hormat le. Pegi berambus sorang2 la anut agama kau yang bagus sangat tu, tak perlu ar hebohkan wrong and controversial ideas kat orang lain pasal Islam. (ape yg aku ckp ni bukan utk org nonmuslim je taw, kdg2 org muslim sndri pun prangai busuk mcm ni, kutuk2 agama sendiri. Atau boleh juga dikenali sbagai muslim atas nama je)
Semak lalang sampah masyarakat betul.

Pastu kan, tadi aku ade post ni taw kt tumblr,

"I dont get it. Why some people hate other religions other than their own? If you think your religion is so bloody good, then why do you feel threatened? Menyemak betul" 

and post sekali gamba yang tulis "Islam is not the enemy"

Pastu xsampai brape minit, ade org ♥. Aku pun cek ar, saje nak cek tumblr die plak utk buang2 masa terluang ni. Tgk2 minah saleh aka org puteh aka bkn muslim yg tekan like. Ha. Nampak sgt bukan semua non muslim benci Islam, certain2 je. Ade je non muslim yang respect Islam. Siap bleh bertuka2 cerita. Ade sesetengah manusia je yg hati busuk nak kutuk agama lebih2. Tak fhm betul aku.

Closet Craziness!

Memandangkan ktorg bedua mmg kaki beli and masing2 dah plan nak ada seperate closet (aha kitorg da bincang sampai kesini haha) ye, kami bengong sikit. Aku xbleh tido, so aku cari gambar closet lelaki. If afiq nak buat mcm ni pun tak kisah. Sebab fair la, aku beli belambak, xkn dia xbleh kan. Tapi rasenye die mesty collect kasut and jam. Benda dua tu kalau die belek mmg lama, and of course baju2 la.

Aku malas nk post kt tumblr gamba2 ni, sbb tumblr aku da penuh gamba2 closet prempuan and benda2 alah laen.

Wihi isnt this cute. a kids closet! haha. tgkla satu hari nnt. aku ni impian berjuta2 betul. rompak bank ar sng cte, join italian job.

Oh this is definitely for my baby boy.

God. takbleh ke pink lagi. Naseb bek comel.

Love with the Cropped Tees.

Da lame ske cropped tees nii. Tp bru due kali pakai. Dulu ade beli satu cropped top from mango, kaler ijau. Time tu nk support Xavier punye psl for Cheerleading competition, and thats the first time pakai, second time baru2 ni je. Tapi ade satu je la, xcukup! Hee and that day da jahit satu. Tp xbest sbb xbeli soft cotton nye fabric, so xslesa sgt. Kne gune cotton tees yg lembut tu.
Right now, i feel like cutting all my tees. Mission baru ialah korek almari, cari baju lama2. Kalau potong baju baru syg la plak :PP So kne cr baju lama2.

Tapi kalau korg syg sgt nk potong, bleh je mskkan baju, nmpk mcm cropped tees mcm gamba sblah ni. :)

Yesterday i went out with afiq to klcc, just for the sake of watching HP and the Deathly Hallows. Oooh sangat BEST. Eventhough the movie was long (2 hours and 20minutes la, lebih kurang) its still not bloody enoughhh. (ha da ckp bloody2 da ni) penangan Ron Weasley la ni haha. OMG dia da sgt hot okay. Maybe antara korg akan ckp euw, xensem lnsg. But trust me, i know a hot guy when i see one. Die da jd hot, tgk ar jaw and body dia. Taller and bigger than Harry dah. Dah la kecik2 comel makan ayam :P (check my tumblr, theres a gif of Ron eating chicken) sangat comel. and i was looking for a floral skirt actually. Tapi xjumpa lah yang ok. Hmm. pastu Massimmo Dutti punye store tu cm sunyi je, probably people xbiase lg shop situ kot? anyway, i think the store looks nice.

Heres a picture of a cropped top worn with a hijab. Nice kan? Her name is Aishah, i knew her from Lookbook. All her outfits were nice and inspirable. Love it when she wore her harem pants too. I would like to try one someday. 

Kambing Kari

i just wanna say, indians cook curry better than every other races. especially kalai's mother. superb! chicken and lammbbbb. aku makan banyak gila walaupun BP da melambung. bak kata pakcik Tajul Arus di 7c, kalau jage makan, mati jgak, baek makan je hohoh (oh mmg nasihat xbagus betul)

aku sakit kepala ni, penat sangat agaknye. makan, layan tamil, mandi waterfall, makan lagi. and perjalanan mcm balik kampung. aduh. naseb baek berbaloi. sejuuuuuuuuuukkkkkkk air! sonok sonok.
cume kesian shu demam. arap2 die demam biase je, risau jgak tgk die menggigil td. mintak simpang la denggi. >_>

dalam kreta tadi sejuk gila. dlm kepala aku ade afiq je. entah kenapa. sejuk2 ni. rasa macam nak kawen. dapat peluk die. body heatttt, nak body heat ituuuu. uhuk.
da terbayang2 da katil king, white silky cover, tv flat with home theatre kt depan katil, tgk movie romantic comedy, kt meja kcik sblah katil ade mug with hot coffee. pastu kami snuggle sampai tertido. ohh beshnyaa :(((((( bilakah? bila? ok cukup. (ok kena kecikkan skit paragraph di atas)

disini nk cte jgak, aku ade perangai paranoia. dimana semua symptom yg aku ade, aku akan terdiagnose diri aku dgn list of diseases yg mrepek.

• muke aku kn jenis merah2 kan, aku slalu igt aku ade butterfly rashes yg org SLE ade tu.
• dulu aku berak ari2, skang aku berak bile rajen je. kdg2 taik keras. mungkin aku kurang air. tp aku rs mcm aku ade colon cancer atau polyp je, perut buncit mcm byk taik, tpi yg kua sikit je. pelik kan.
• bibir aku kering, muke, rambut sume kering mcm kurang air. aku rase aku ade diabetes insipidus. lagi satu, kalau aku mnum air skit pun, mesti kencing byk. mcm ye je?
• kdg2 aku rase mcm hyperthyroid, sbb makan byk, tp berat xnaek melonjak, tangan kaki keding, perut je buncit. mcm cushing syndrome? tp lebih kpd thyrotoxicosis kot sbb kdg2 aku cpt irritated, pastu mcm hypertension pun ade. jantung da la laju gila mcm kuda berlumba lari.
• BP aku pn kdg2 tinggi. penah cecah 120+ systolic die.
• pastu kdg2 aku rase aku ade brain ca, sbb kdg2 aku dgr bunyik eeeeeeeeeeekkkk kt tlinge aku. normal ke tu?
• pastu yg terbaru, aku found out aku ade 3rd heart sound. ade org ckp normal kalau below age of 35? aku tanye bdak umah bwh, dorg kate aku pregnant la pulak. hish mrepek. mentang2 la aku buncit. sampai hati meka. tapi aku risau aku bakal ade heart problem satu hari nnt. adoi.
• lagi satu, kdg2 idung aku gatal. bangun pagi mesti bersin. entah la sinusitis ke allergic rhinitis?
• aku rase perut aku buncit sbb banyak cacing kot? aku slalu kaki ayam.
• haa. ni penting. akunye BCG scar kan, mcm makin lame makin besar. aku xtau nk diagnose ape, skin cancer ke? 
• ari tu kan aku perhati betul2 kuku aku sbb aku bru lepas blaja Quincke sign. aku ade! entah2 aku ade aortic regurgitation skali??? collapsing pulse pun mcm ade. ohhh banyaknya problemmmm.

nampak tak. aku mcm paranoid je. mintak2 mmg problem aku tlampau byk pk je la. jgn btol2 sakit suda. belum kawen lg ni. :PP

lagi satu kan. kdg2 kulit aku gatal2 wlaupun xde rashes ke apa. sampai merah2 aku garu. lagi2 lepas mandi. tah sakit ape la tu.

-lagi satu, aku xsuke tgk org dengki kt sesape, bnatang ke manusia ke. jadi tolong jauhkan diri dari aku. sbb aku mungkin akan bomoh korg. mwaha. xde la maen2 je.

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